Thoughts on a Saturday

A few weeks ago, I attended a dinner party organized by a group of my father's friends. It was standard as far as dinner parties went -...

A few weeks ago, I attended a dinner party organized by a group of my father's friends. It was standard as far as dinner parties went - nobody could completely recognize everybody, the kids were bored out of their minds and everybody laughed uproariously at jokes that weren't at all funny.

While all of this was happening, one of the guests came up to me, and asked me what I was doing at work. When I did tell him what I was doing he smiled sympathetically and told me, very gently, that it wasn't good for anything, and that I should be considering alternatives if I wanted to make money, and if I really wanted to succeed. Look at me, he said, and went on to list all his dazzling achievements which he dazzlingly achieved during his dazzling days in the practice and even after he left practice, before he asked me if I had an exit plan in mind, and whether it was as dazzling as his own.

I started to make a bad joke about raising cows only to get cut off with a serious response about the potential of organic farming, and how his own organic farm (that will do dazzlingly in the future, I'm sure) is shaping up instead. Thankfully, my exit plan appeared a few minutes later in the form of his kid who wanted ice-cream and I slipped out of sight to another corner in the room with the hope that I wouldn't have to see him again.

I get really unnerved when people who are senior to me discuss their career accomplishments with me, and more so when it is accompanied by advice (which is usually unsolicited). I think it probably is because of the fact that my personal definition of what constitutes an achievement has always been very fuzzy. I don't know if that is because of the way I was brought up. My parents were never the 'punishing' type - failures, and awful marks would be met with disappointed faces and the statement - "It's your future. We can only do so much.". Good performances, and academic success was met with happiness, but they were never really surprised or even labelled such performances as "achievements", or whatever it is that gives you the ego that comes along with having accomplished something.

My sister and I have never let good performances really get into our heads, but I remember the time when I'd just passed CA - I was extraordinarily smug and possessed the arrogance of someone who had touched the moon by building a ladder made entirely of toothpicks. My mother went on to prick my ego balloon by telling me that passing CA was the least I could've done, given my background - My father is a Chartered Accountant, and even if that wasn't a factor, I attended the best classes one could attend/money could buy, had access to every book I'd ever need and the best environment required to study - The only odds I had to overcome were my own tendencies to sleep on my textbooks and not pay attention to my teachers and the fact that I failed despite everything that was provided to me was more of an achievement than my passing. You milked a cow and got milk, my mother had told me. Tell me about the day you milked a cow and got orange juice, and I'll let you have an ego then.

Today, I'm still looking to really achieve, do things in ways that only I could've done, but it seems stupid to say oh, I want to achieve without even knowing what I want to achieve. I know quite a few people who seem to have it figured out, who seem to know exactly where they will be, ten, fifteen years from now. I don't. What I do know, though, is that I don't want to be in my forties giving unsolicited advice to young people about how they should be living their lives.

And that, I suppose, is as good a start as any.

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  1. If life gives you a Cow make Cow Juice.

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  2. A good one and how you've grown! :)

    Jokes aside, and a bit of unsolicited advice from a 40 year old: It's still OKAY if you haven't figured out what u want to achieve, consciously, coz sometimes the journey is pretty cool in itself.
    Some of us (not meaning u are being clubbed in here) are meant to be travelers, and we rock at it. ;-)

    Your mom and I think alike.

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    1. Thanks for the advice,rads! ...and I'll let my mom know :)

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  3. Wow CC, very good one!
    :) So many people just crossed my mind as you introduced the characters :D and Also Myself appeared in so many avatars in your blog post.

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  4. Very true and very well said! I couldn't agree and empathise more! I've lost count of the number of times I've had to bite my tongue to keep from telling the unsolicited advisors to tuck their "perils of wisdom" where the sun doesn't shine. Urrgh!

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  5. I so love reading you. Funny yet down to earth.

    PS: nobody is meant to know what they want anymore, I think. I mean, world is changing too quickly and all right?

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    1. LOL. I sincerely hope that's the case - so many people doing so many things these days, it's crazy -- and you shouldn't be talking! It really boggles the mind how you manage your gorgeous food blog and your full time job! :O

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  6. It is better to find our own path instead of following one. There may be bushes to beat on the path, but the journey will be full of surprises and at the end you can say 'En Vazhi Thani Vazhi'.

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  7. I'm at the same place too :| I think there are so many different ways to "succeed", which only depends on how one defines success. I just hope your definition of success will include your happiness too, because so often it does not :\
    And yes, your start is awe-inspiring :')

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    1. Yup, even my definition of success I haven't figured out yet! Sigh. One of these days.

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  8. nice blog
    keep blogging :)


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  9. This post made my day today. Right when I was lazily googling inside my head for potential sarcastic comments I could pass at a meeting today that I don't want to attend. What I had in mind to tell in the meeting today is similar to the "ego balloon pricking" paragraph.

    Loved the last line - "What I do know, though, is that I don't want to be in my forties giving unsolicited advice to young people about how they should be living their lives."

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  10. Ahh! Love this post. It reminds me of my encounters with relatives. They seem to have a defined template for success. Best is to ignore! But i think you should have shown your dinos to him! :D :)

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  11. I remember an interview of Steve Jobs when the interviewer called him a successful entrepreneur. And in his answer he clearly outlined, "success" in the eyes of the society. :)

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  12. Exactly reflected my thoughts in my mind. I always wondered if i were ever the one who havent figured out properly in life about what has to be done in order to be successful or what is that brings out failure.

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  13. If his definition of success is making money, then we can only feel sad for him!

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  14. When you reach your forties, make sure you dont feel how kids in their twenties are so much more awesome than you were. Trust me on this. U r doing just fine :) Very well written.

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  15. Two things.

    1. "Tell me about the day you milked a cow and got orange juice" LOL!

    2. Mrs KDK and I have been discussing a lot lately about life, career. The context is usually when we are thinking about if we are ready to have kids. One thing we concluded that is super-relevant: Our system is broken. We were taught to "succeed". Instead, we should have been taught to be happy. I often ask myself whether I would have been less happy if I had settled for less. We have decided that the only thing that matters is "Being happy". Good marks, great job, car, house, money are all means to an end and not the end. The end is happiness.

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